The Cold
Photo by Josh Hild

Photo by Josh Hild

Have you slipped within a lost

a past you’ve never told

And feared the way it watched you,

as you dared to taste the cold

 

Or maybe you’ve forgotten

with each step or distance grown

The weight of guilt delivered

would be carried by the cold

 

How does one describe the lost

we carried in our hands

When we never glanced our eyes

on what we sense to be so cold

 

Our grip had laced the finest lines

across the bodies shell

And kept the pain our fingers

 had delivered from the cold

 

Each detail wove, each line defined

a record for the soul 

And in each line a burden laid

embedded by the cold

The pain, the walk, the breath, the touch,

it never would let go

It nest itself throughout my whole

to dance within the cold

 

And I would fear to love in life

what Destined had to hold

And shame in tears than have the wanted

taken by the cold

And I would run so forward blind

with nowhere left to go

 

And I could not escape

what laid behind me was the cold

 

I stopped, too weak to run, too weak to fear, just frozen old

I turned my head and prayed inside, that I could stand against the cold

 

Its touch was close, I felt it now, was this goodbye, I didn’t know

Until I watched it at my feet beneath its ground begin to fold

One by one, each fold was laid,

and formed in such a meek display

I couldn’t help but be amazed

by such a stage the cold had made

Its wonder flowed throughout inside;

and sheltered all I tried to hide

I still felt shame in some I saw,

yet I have never stood this tall

 

Ironic was the word, I dared to chant,

that I had chose

When all the warmth I couldn’t reach before

was closer from the cold

It continued to unfold,

to rise and rise and rise, don’t go

A voice that sounded like my own,

had promised never to let go

 

From this I realized where all my strength

was carried once before

And from that moment on

my dreams were closer to explore

And as each slept, my life would rise

to brace the bodies hold

And as I cried, awakened,

 I was carried by the cold

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